That's all I wanted to say..
ily C.
20 Temmuz 2009 Pazartesi
5 Haziran 2009 Cuma
OMG!
You are not gonna believe this, but today I had my VERY FIRST KISS.
I don't know what happened really this evening, but it just did!
22 Mayıs 2009 Cuma
School Trip.
4 Mayıs 2009 Pazartesi
Yay!
Last Saturday, Mom and I went to shopping with Daddys' Credit Card! Yay Daddy!
I bought a Juicy Couture Top, Prada Sunglass and BCBG Maz Azria Sandals!
I found their pics on the internet, here they are.
Gonna wear them on my Cousins' Prom!!
Exact Color
Exact Color
Prada Butterfly Sunglass
They are lovely, aren't they !
17 Nisan 2009 Cuma
Yay!
School's over, ready for a super-duper weekend!
I'm free for a week, don't have exams. Today had a Biology exam and it was not bad, I think I made it. And tomorrow's Saturday.. Gonna meet my Mine !
We'll go to "Akmerkez", shop and we'll buy our tickets to Katy Perry concert. Beren will not be there because she called yesterday and told that she had to go to their Summer House. We still don't know why... We gonna have so much Fun! Can't wait ..
8 Nisan 2009 Çarşamba
Today was Crazy!
Today at school, I signed everybodys' hands. I don't know why but it was a crazy moment!
I heard the other ones talking like "What the heck is she doing?" , but I don't care.
Just talked to my BFF Mine and decided to go to Katy Perry concert. We gonna watch Linkin Park - and Chester! - LIVE @ Rock 'n Coke Festival!!
Rock 'n Coke is an amazing fest in Istanbul. Many famous rock bands like Within Temptation come here to perform their amazing songs. But this year's different, we are talking about LP here, duh!
And Chester .. What a man! The coolest "performer" I've ever seen. All the screaming thing is fascinating. YAY!
On the phone Mine and I were like "We gonna watch them live, we gonna watch them live.."
It's gonna be so much fun, watching the best band with my best friends..
Can't wait !
And there's a school-trip. It's on May,8.
I really wanna go but I don't know if it's gonna be fun, you know.
And I'm pretty busy with the lessons and stuff coz our exam system changed, AGAIN!
It's gonna be the hardest exam I think. At first on April, I'll solve 180 questions (Maths, Science, Turkish Literature and Social Sciences.). After that on June, I'll solve 100 Maths and 100 Science coz I'm studying Science-Maths. I really wanna study Medicine and to go to a Medicine Uni. I have to do like 370/380 !! It's like impossible.. :(
Well I have a huge year to study so I don't care about it right now.
I'm living my life.. Everyone should do that !
Huggz 'n Kissezz !
3 Nisan 2009 Cuma
1 Nisan 2009 Çarşamba
What a Day !
Today was awesome !
I went to school and honestly I had a great time. Classmates and I had a lot of fun, because of April 1st !
We made jokes to our teachers, which were made them angry :D
After school I went to the course, studied maths. That was boring but I know how to have fun. That's why I made paper planes. I have a maths test tomorrow and I don't know what to do. Series...? Come on!
By the way, remember the boy I like ??
I still have no idea if he likes me or not..
Still workin' on it, Mwahahahha !
30 Mart 2009 Pazartesi
Beautiful Things, Andain & Tiesto.
Got up early, found something's missing
My only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
And soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?
I guess it crept away.
No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.
I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
To find out what life could bring.
Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
This trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
Now who's gonna wait.
No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.
Now what do I do?
Can I change my mind?
Did I think things through?
It was once my life
It was my life at one time.
Just Another Day...
Yeah, just another day passed.. As usual, Mom and I went to our Pilates Class..
Came home, took a shower ...
Life's getting boring day by day, don't you think so ??
We need some changes in our lives. I don't know how to do it but I can honestly say that I'm trying to.
Whatever ..
Nowadays, I'm listening to an amazing rock group, Flyleaf.
Its' vocalist is a woman named Lacey Mosley and her voice is just indescribable.
Here's her picture ( I think it's photoshopped, idk. )
Isn't she looking stunning?? Yup. My fave song is "All Around Me"
The lyrics, the tune is addictive. Video's amazing.
Everything is fascinating about this Group. I think you should listen.
And and and there's Fireflight. Its' vocalist is matchless. I don't know her name - what a shame - but again, addicted to her voice. Especially love the song "Unbreakable". The lyrics are really powerful and it makes you feel like you are the one. And I must say that her hair is fantastic :))
That's her:
Baaaaa! And Rammstein. The Super-Cool Grandpas :))
They are like 40 -45 but they are awesome !! I collect their posters, CDs, DVDs, stickers, stamps, everything about them !
Ho ho ho ! I'm in love with the "Doom" : Christoph Schneider. Black hair, white skin, blue eyes, What a great Combo! Gorgeous, right?? He is my drummer, he is the best. And he is 43 :))
He is at the same age with my Mom, Oh My Gosh ! - Ironic -
Right now, listening to Flyleaf, Fully Alive.
"Telling Leyla's story spoken, about how all her bones are broken.."
"Fully alive, more than most, ready to Smile ; and love life .."
All 4 Now.
See ya, take Care !
Family, Friends and "Moi"
29 Mart 2009 Pazar
Whoa, Slow Down Girl !
I was visiting suites on Stardoll, and I saw a presentation of an "Elite".
She says that her father's very rich and he has got a penthouse. Renting it to the celebs, blah blah blah .. She thinks she is an Heiress! When I read it I was like "What the heck is she talking about??". Whoa! Slow down girl, don't be so fast! And I don't believe that she is that kind of person. Who writes stuff like that to her Stardoll Presentation?
No one, duh ??
She is fake, I think but;
Actually, I respect her. I mean, every girl can dream, right?
Naaahhh .....
Hopeless .....
Please , girl.
Be yourself...
Tired !
I just came home from my Pilates Class with my Mom, Sebo :) Her name's Sebnem actually but Dad and I call her Sebo. Whatever.
The point is, my pilates teacher is so damn Hot !
He is 22 with a perfect pale skin, green eyes and brown hair.
Oh my God, I need to have a BoyFriend !!
...
After my pilates class, mom and I went to Grocery to buy some veggies and fruits. When we came home I did a Fruity-Juice with banana, kiwi and strawberry !! It was tasty and fresh. Then I had a bubble-bath, which was amazing and relaxing.
And now I'm writing this !!!
I'm listening to Mozart's Requiem, Lacrymosa.
It makes me feel good when I'm tired, you know. I don't like listening to rock or trance when I feel exhausted.
Well I can't stop myself saying that the film I'm watching right now, Confessions of a Sociopathic Social Climber is a bullshit inside out! I haven't seen a film like this, it is disgusting, totally rubbish !
After this fiasco, I think I'm going to cheer myself up with "Friends" and my guitar, the Purple Linda! I can obviously say that I'm addicted to "Friends". I think Chandler, Joey and Ross are the best characters of all TV Series. I mean you know, the things that they do to protect their friendship is just so amazing. My BestFriends and I find ourselves in those characters.
Well, that's all for now.
Gonna have a cup of coffee ..
15 Mart 2009 Pazar
Hiya!
My Exams are killing me !
I've been very busy because of my school and here are my Exams..
This month's gonna be full of stress for me because I'm not a bad student so people, especially family, expecting a lot from me.
Week I.
On Wednesday, have Biology.
On Friday, have Physics.
Week II.
On Monday, have Maths.
On Tuesday, have Philosoph & Geometry.
On Wednesday, have Turkish Literature
Thursday's Free! (Yay!)
On (every) Friday, have a general test.
Week III.
On Monday, have History.
On Tuesday, have Use of Turkish & Composition.
On Wednesday, have Chemistry.
On Thursday, have English.
On Friday, have German.
Week IV - Labs.
On Monday, have Practical Biology.
On Tuesday, have Practical Chemistry.
On Friday, have Practical Physics.
* We do our Practical exams at our Labs.
For Example;
In Practical Biology, we cut frogs, brains and we explain the subject to the teacher. It's more like an oral examination but at the end you have to do a presentation. It's harder that the "normal" exams.
As you see, exams SUCKS ..
Emmy Style.
*I own the purple ones in real life..
Lily Donaldson Dress + Frye Carmen Boots
CC Skye Bracelets = Fashionista !

Metro Station Tee + Hot Topic Pants
Dr.Martens Boots + Forever21 MetalBangle = RockStar!


Forever21 Top + Skinny Jeans + Uggs = Chick!

Zuhair Murad Couture "Le Bal De Sirenes" Dress
Louboutin Heels = Red Carpet Diva !

And ..
La Senza Pacific Rim

La Senza Lola & Coco Peace Doodle Roll-Up Pant


La Senza Eyelet Babydoll Cami

La Senza Lola & Coco Symbolic Racerback Tank
Istanbul Tour With Emmy
That's How I Spent Yesterday.
Yesterday, mom and I went to shopping to check what's new this Season. We went to Istinye Park and we found Gorgeous stuff !! We fell in Love with Louis Vuitton handbags, mom bought "Alma" for herself and I was sooo Jealous of her. Then I saw an Awesome dress in "Naked". It was Juicy Couture I guess because I think I've seen that Dress on JC's official website.
Then I went to Harvey Nichols, Kanyon. I met my bestfriends Mine and Beren. We celebrated my Birthday by having Lunch at "Num Num". Mine bought me a Yellow Hollister T-Shirt and Beren bought me a Grey Mini-Shorts from Zara. Actually they matched perfectly. And mom.. My Rockin' Mom bought me a Gorgeous hangbag from Mango and my dad gave me money to buy myself Tory Burch Boots !!! Honestly that's why I went to Kanyon because Harvey Nichols is the only place which sells Tory Burch etc..
After that fascinating day, I went back to my Home.
Do you know for what??
For GODDAMN HOMEWORKS !!
That's how I live ..
Totally in Love ..
Need your Help, I think I'm in Love !
He is so Hot with a Ten Million Dollars Smile !
His smile shines on my World.
OMG what can I do??
He is older than me, and our love is like impossible but I really wanna go out with that guy. He is Unattainable !
That's what makes him attractive.
I don't even know if he likes me, or knows my name !!
What should I do ??
8 Şubat 2009 Pazar
Mine&Emmy

That's the picture of my BestFriend Mine and I. Pic taken by me at Mines'. We went to cinema "Wanted" that night( at 11 pm.) and then Mine's father took us to Mines' house. We really had fun that day. We ate snacks, we wrote some "bitchy things" about the Sluts that we've known. Then we decided to take photos. We dressed up like those Sluts and did act like one. It was really fun, we enjoyed it honestly :-)
Then we went downstairs, we watched another film called "Green Street Hooligans". I love that film which is about West Ham United Fans!
"There's only ONE United..."
And Mine .. Honey, you are the BEST!
Take a Look at our Photos.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=48410&l=87005&id=571057796
5 Şubat 2009 Perşembe
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